wassup people!

Just Stand Up rocks. It's for the cancer people, and it's really nice!
Unfortunately, Miley Cyrus is in it, and she sounds like donald duck. She's damn weird, her voice just don't fit in everything and spoils this oh-so-beautiful song.

So, it's friday! Today is a good good day. Although it was raining in the morning, but it's okay, it's still a beautiful day! I love lectures, yeah can turn head like mad hahahah and recesssssss Everything was funny, gninnuts and I are meant for each other okay people hahahah

on the bus, i thought about it. yeah, everyone is busy and racing. suddenly one leaves and that's the end. i want everything to stay like that, but we have to move on, sadly. so let's try to treasure time now, so we won't cry so much when it comes.

that's all, dudes
4:08 PM

saturdays rock, yeah.

I woke up super super early today and went for tuition. Man, my tuition teacher chucked me with one whole stack of papers to do luh, whatever. When I got home, Mummy was preparing the new computer! She's good. She just moved stacked arranged everything all by herself. After lunch, slept for 2 freaking hourssss. I got to kick that after-lunch-must-sleep habit. Then, studied till dinner. Stupid dinner, we drove to 4 places before settling down for dinner because everywhere was so packed. In the end, managed to have dinner only at 7.40pm. This is the first time we had full-chilly dinner, everything we ordered were spicy and hot! Coolness, heh.

Overall, today was nice. No drama, nothing. (:

ciao.
8:49 PM

prelim's over! It isn't really good news, because it means 'O's are coming.

Anyway, it's been a long week. Many things happened, not big things, but still things.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I betrayed your trust over and over again. I'm sorry that things between us are always so difficult. Somtimes, I don't want to, but yeah. I know I shouldn't have, and I'm really really sorry. I don't know if you've forgiven me, but your silence is menacing, and I'm scared. I'm too used to having punishments, and thinking that punishments are the worse things ever. But now, when you just remain silent about everything, I'm scared. I'd rather you kill strangle shout scold take away everything from me, than keep mum. Silence kills. I just want to say I'm sorry and I won't do it again.

I know what I want. It just hurts when your good friends judge you, the way everyone else does. I mean, come on, do you all not know me enough to say that about me? Sometimes, it's not the rumours, but the fact that your friends are saying asking treating you the exact way everyone else is. It's frustrating and demoralising. But then again, it's only during times like these when you see everything.

I saw!!! So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee, (:
I just love rainrainrain bagbagbag windwindwind snacksnacksnack. yeah this can kill big time,

okay, so that's all folks!

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye(:

we live and we learn to take one step at a time
there's no need to rush
it's like learning to fly
or falling in love
it's gonna happen and
it's supposed to happen that we learn the reasons why
one step at a time
4:01 PM

okay, so there's nothing to do now, and I'm here to blog.

There's actually nothing exciting fun great to blog about, except this chinese show that I watched at my Grandma's house. It's about lawyers, sea, girls with a lot of make up and lawyers. heh,

Saturday was just a studying day, did Math Math and more Math. During evening, went to visit my Grandmother. Omg, did I mention that my Grandmother is the most gorgeous woman I've ever seen. She isn't the model skinny big eyes pouty lips kind of gorgeous. She is the grandmother-ish healthy "cute" likes to play with grasshoppers kind of gorgeous. I just love herrrrr. Although I'm not that close with her, I still miss the days she lived with us. She will always be watching some opera show, or yi nan wang when I come home, and most importantly, she cooks well! Yeah, I'm just really happy because she is still her, the Grandmother I've always known.

okay, so that's about all. bye!
8:41 PM

Today was E Mathematics. It was pretty easy, but there were a lot of decimals everywhere! I managed to complete and check the paper, so yaye. The hall is like a big freezer okay. It freezes students' brain cells, heh. Poor, Nicole and Stella and all bio people, had to stay in school till 3pm.

So, Mich and I wanted to got for Pepper Lunch at Dhoby Ghaut, but it closed down. Yeah, so had Long John Silver instead. After that, went to Bishan Library to study. Another big freezer, omg. We freezed there for three and a half hour, doing more Math. Stupid Sandra and Ribena stalked us all the way here, still dare pretend never see us. Haha. Afterwards, we went to lok for some dental place and went home!

This time, I didn't sleep when I come home. And, I feel super accomplished because I cleared my messy messy cupboard. Finally, filed and tidied every single notes found. Now, I can study more efficiently and effectively! Okay, whatever. Haha.

I THINK GNINNUTS IS SUPER COOL!!!

ahhhhhh, its hard, still.

That's about all, people.

ciao.

8:32 PM

WOAHHHHH, I feel great today! This time, I know why.
1. Physics was a terror, but I don't care.
2. I vomitted in the morning.
3. I had bad stomachache after Physics paper 2.
4. Had lunch with Stel and Mich, in school.
5. Greetings in the morning,
6. Saw THE fake sister.
7. Chilled out at Bishan Library.
8. Made a list of what to feed my wardrobe after Os.
9. Came home and had a looonng niceee warrrmm bath.
10. Realised I have 4 big big ulcers.

And, now I'm sitting beside the windy window eating bak kuah typing this. Perfect day, in a way.
(:

yesterday, you made things worse. you made yourself seemed like a total loser. maybe laughing at me, along with your friends, made you feel powerful, proud. you just showed that you are still you. nothing changed. i felt awful, but thanks man, you showed me that you weren't worth it at all.

Okay, so whatever, I'm still loving today! Yeeeaahhhh.

That's all, members of the members of the members of the members?
hhahahahahhahahhahhaha

i hope we can say more than hello-bye bye,

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
3:55 PM

yaye, i'm here again. although it's prelims, i feel like i have a lot more time, compared to usual school days. and i freaking sleep a lot lot moreeeeee

so a maths was managable, but i stupidly skipped qns 9 totally. 9 marks, omg. so, after exam i was super depressed for the 9 marks. nicole went home first, then mich and i went mac for mcflurry to "feel better". i came home, ate vegetables and slept, again! this time i remember to put alarm, but i still woke up only one and a half hour later. whatever.

then studied till now, now is supposed to break time.

i really don't know what i want. i know what i'm expected to do and all, but sometimes i just get complacent and think that i can handle everything on my own. and when i fall, you're always there. like what the hell. i feel really guilty and try to change, but i'm weak. sorry, i want to try again. i want to make it right this time.

okay got to go nowwwwww
all the best for prelims, folks. study hard and you will usually get what you want!

ciao!
5:05 PM

okay, this is totally random.

I just felt like blogging, although I have nothing much to blog about. Well, Chemistry was a horror, I didn't have time to think and check the paper. Whatever, but History was pretty managable and I managed to finish everything twenty minutes before the end of exam. heh.

Then, went for lunch with Mich. We did this really silly thing and laughed for like ever. I came home and totally zonked out for one and a half hour, yet again. And now, here I am, waiting for 7.30pm to come, so I can go and study even moreeeeee.

yeah, so that's all folks!

you, Nights
7:15 PM

Happy Birthday, Michelle!
I hope you enjoyed yourself, and had a different birthday this year!
Sweet sweet sixteennnnnnnnn,
nice Mango-like T-shirt drawn specially for you okayyyy

Well, when I came home today, I slept. Totally zonked out for one and a half hour okay. Man.
Then, played WALL tennis with sister. It was really funnnnnn!
And, that's about all.

Great, nice peaceful sleeping tennis-ish fun dayyyyy.

That's all and ciaooooo peopleeeeeeee!
9:51 PM

this song is good.

i can honestly say
you've been on my mind
since i woke up today, up today
i look at your photograph all the time
these memories come back to life
and i don't mind

i remeeber when we kissed
i still feel it on my lips
the time that you dance with me
with no music playing
i remember the simple things
i remember till i cry
but the one thing i wish i'd forget
the memory i want to forget
is goodbye

i woke up this morning
and played our song
and i through my tears i cried
i picked up my phone and then
put it down
because i know i'm wasting my time
and i don't mind

i remeeber when we kissed
i still feel it on my lips
the time that you dance with me
with no music playing
i remember the simple things
i remember till i cry
but the one thing i wish i'd forget
the memory i want to forget
is goodbye

suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
with you ring tone
i hesitated but answer it anyway
you sound so alone
and i'm surprised to hear you say

you remember when we kissed
you still feel it on you lips
the time that you danced with me
with no music playing
you remember the simple things
we talked till he cried
you said that your biggest regret
the one you wish i'd forget
is saying goodbye

saying goodbye
oh goodbye
1:30 PM