FUCK

Friday, September 19, 2008

prelim's over! It isn't really good news, because it means 'O's are coming.

Anyway, it's been a long week. Many things happened, not big things, but still things.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I betrayed your trust over and over again. I'm sorry that things between us are always so difficult. Somtimes, I don't want to, but yeah. I know I shouldn't have, and I'm really really sorry. I don't know if you've forgiven me, but your silence is menacing, and I'm scared. I'm too used to having punishments, and thinking that punishments are the worse things ever. But now, when you just remain silent about everything, I'm scared. I'd rather you kill strangle shout scold take away everything from me, than keep mum. Silence kills. I just want to say I'm sorry and I won't do it again.

I know what I want. It just hurts when your good friends judge you, the way everyone else does. I mean, come on, do you all not know me enough to say that about me? Sometimes, it's not the rumours, but the fact that your friends are saying asking treating you the exact way everyone else is. It's frustrating and demoralising. But then again, it's only during times like these when you see everything.

I saw!!! So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee, (:
I just love rainrainrain bagbagbag windwindwind snacksnacksnack. yeah this can kill big time,

okay, so that's all folks!

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye(:

we live and we learn to take one step at a time
there's no need to rush
it's like learning to fly
or falling in love
it's gonna happen and
it's supposed to happen that we learn the reasons why
one step at a time

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