Kay, so I went to get contacts, but I think I look kind of creepy, like really CREEPY. Shit,
And, I finally know how to upload photos onto blog! yaye me (:
michy, it's not your fault and don't ever say sorry over that. I understand and I'm really glad you told me all that last night, don't worry we can solve this together. Don't get too upset, alright? There is more to come in the future, so we can pull through this, we can pull through anything.
So, recently there's a lot of drama gg on. My Grandnother's funeral, Bro gg overseas, Michy and her mummy's thingy and the job lady's uncompassionate heart-.- I hate drama, especially BAD drama. Argh. I just want everything to go well, quietly peacefully and all, but it's so hard. Whatever, everything will turn out fine, definitely.
I thought I was heartless, since I didn't cry when I heard the news. It's just so sudden and I don't know if I digested it already ornot. But that day when I saw her body in the coffin, I cried, like real badly. I just thought of everything she did for me, bringing me up and cooking superbly delicious meals, accompanying me to sleep at night and it just hurts. I don't want her to go, I don't her to leave us and I really regretted not sharing the gospel with her when she's still around. I want her to go heaven, like real bad caus she's s good woman and I want her to be with God forever. She deserves it, she is a good woman. I really pray hard that God will see the good in her and open the door to heaven for her,
I love you popo, I'll miss you, really.
I miss you,
I miss your smile,
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you,
Anyway, thank you everyone for your concern. I'm fine and will be alright. Deaths are part and parcel of life, so I'll deal with it, although it's hard. Thank you friends,
