Thursday, December 4, 2008
Ireallyhateit,likenolifeeverysinglethingisworkworkworkandnothingelse.
Whatabouttodolist,islandcreamery,goingtothebeachtochill,
havingthetimeofourlifejustlaughingawayandactinglikeretards?Itfeelsasifeveryoneisgoneandbusy,evenafterthefuckingolevels.
wtf,ireallyhateit
Ijustwanttohavefunafterstudyinglikesomemaddogforolevels,
likereallylaughmyheartoutateverythingandanything,
andalligetisworkworkwork.
whatthefuck,
dontevenhavethetimetofindyourselfandslowdownlifelikewealwayswantedto,andreallychill maybeiambeinginsensitiveaboutpeoplearoundmeandmyall-fun-no-workattitudeisturningyouoff,thenfineluh
Ireallydontknowhowtomakethebestofthesituationwhenweareheadingdifferentdirections.
Nowwehardlyevenhavetimetotalkandlaughandhaveafuckingloooooonglunchtogether,
withouthavingtorushofftoworkwithoutfeelingshagged
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :(:(:(:( I'm upset.
8:27 PM