This is to a very very very dear friend of mine, S Low.

Girl, stay STRONG.

No matter what happens, everything's gonna turn out fine, for sure. Whether it really happens or not, I know you'll pull through and gain a whole lot from this. Crying is not bad, not wrong, not sick, not stupid. In fact, it's the only thing you can do to face up to yourself. So just let it out and drain away all the unhappiness.

There's nothing much that I can do, but I promise I'll be there if you need an ear, a shoulder or a hug. Just remember that no matter what happens, your dear friends will be by your side to support you.

Just stay STRONG.

I just wanna be there for all my homies whenever something not good happens, like how they did for me all this while.

I can't wait to see my baby again :D
6:11 PM

Oh man, I just read Michy's blog.

I'm so so so so so sorry I said that. I didn't realised that I may be a little insensitive. I'm so sorry girl. I didn't mean it :X

I'm so happy today! Church was normal/ okay and quite high- pitched (Heh, :D). Had lunch with Sis, chicken rice again-.- We gotta go PS next week, or not we'll die of some chicken-rice-every-week disease for sure. Haha.

Afterwards, yahtac and trained home. :))))

Ahhh, tomorrow have piano lesson :X and I haven't really practice the Austrian Dance song yet. Tsk, why can't I just be more disciplined and practice everyday? Man, I need to do something about this, urghhhhh :X

It's raining now, which is totally absolutely completely awesome! :)

I can't wait till Orientation Programme mannnnnnn, :D

I love evil hamster-eating zzz :)

peace out people
4:27 PM

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It friggin' happened.

I know it's good this time.

It's a promise made, and I'm lovin' it. :D

and I'm looking for someone who takes me there
wants to share, shows he cares
I'm thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for
baby, <3
9:36 AM

Ssup,

Went to watch Confessions Of A Shopaholic with Mum yesterday. It's pretty hilarious, and the female lead is quite cranky. Heh.

Woke up this morning, greeted by my ugly handphone bill-.- 'Grounded' for a week-.-

Then it'll be orientation. The friggin' OG shirt is not here yet.

I really want things to change when I start school. I'm sick and scared of this roller-coaster ride thingy-.-

I didn't know it was going to be like that.

Thanks Michy, for the go for it.
11:58 AM

Didn't sleep well last night, *sigh*

Went to Mustafa with Mummy and bought things. Went Dhoby Ghaut for lunch, and unfortunately had the very awful duck rice-.- No wonder the queue so short, tsk. Went Far East to trim my hair, which is friggin' short now-.-

Trying to revive my bro's very very very very very very old Ipod, to pull me through this period of time.

I hate drama. :(
3:33 PM

I'm very tired now.

Yesterday's event was really slack, but the Coca- Cola story was pretty 'interesting'. Heh. Mich and I found one bucket full of waterbabies inside! So coooooooooooooooool, I want! :D

pokerface said something about the lift and 31st storey and really freaked me out-.- *spine chillin'*

I ate grapes for lunch! Healthy healthy healthy,

Hopefully can meet BFFs this Thursday!

I wanna watch Confessions of A Shopaholic! 'you speak Prada too?'

ciao~
1:25 PM







Mum's watching The Pacifier now, rather funny. The baby's so adorable! :)

Went to church today, had Informal Sharing. I think San San from ZHSS is in my Youth Group, but I didn't go ask her. She looks like her though. Heh. Anyway, realised some interesting things in church today and had chicken rice with grass jelly for lunch. Went home and zonked out for 2 hours, sweet :D

I love my sliver and gold headbands! I accidentally burnt my skull tee-.- I should have friggin' ironed it luh, shit :( Whatever,

Anyway, went to Long House for dinner with family and went to reckey Bro's camp. It's quite funny because the army officers were staring at us, like what are they doing here :X

My ipod is officially UN- USABLE-.- It sucks big time okay, I have to use my phone grrrrr :/

can't wait can't wait can't waitzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz :DDD
8:48 PM

Finally! Serenity, no more drama/ scream-fest going on.

Once again, we're no longer in primary school. Get over it, and get over yourself-.-

Anyway, back to happy stuff, :D

19/03: Sis's friends came over for project. I tell you, you cannot put 6 Sec 1 girls in one room, they'll create A LOT of noise. I mean it. There'll be singing, dancing, laughing, gossiping, and a whole lot of piano- playing. One of them was playing the piano non- stop. I really wanted to tear her hair out, but that would be rude. And another one took 2 hours to finish one packet of chicken rice, plus constantly talking abot Doreamon. It's hard, almost suffocating.

Hence, Bro and I decided to go for a movie. We went Shaw House for He's Just Not That Into You. It was hilarious, and because the cinema was full of people, you can really hear a roar of laughter. :D Then, we went shopping! I wanna get something from Depression, at the Far East Plaza! I think everything there is so cool and black-and-white. LOVE IT! Afterwards, we had Cheesy Curry Chicken and Bandung/ Mango with Lychee Jelly before getting Daddy's birthday cake!

Woah, Daddy's 49 this year already. I think it's pretty old right? It's almost 50, which means like quite old right? I can't imagine what I would be like when I'm 50. Maybe I would already have retired, travelling around the world with my soul mate and enjoying the hell outta life. :D

20/03: Batam trip with Mummy and Aunts! We were late because of the stupid morning traffic jam. But anyways, we reached Batam 11am and had lunch. The watermelon juice there tastes weird, but A&W rocks! Mummy and I shopped a lot and I bought quite a lot of clothes. It's not a lot actually, just a lot to my parents. Haha. I finally got my skinny jeans, which I can wear my heels with, and 2 hippy headbands! :)

I didn't redo my curls in the end, because they only blow, which can only last for 6 hours. So, yes, I'm still stuck with my mop-.- Dammit. I think I'm going to go back to the same salon where I did my curls to, at least, trim my hair. So, at least when school starts, I won't look like a complete mess.

And now, TODAY! I'm glad it's raining now! It feels so cold and cosy at home, especially when it's pouring outside. Watched ANTM just now, and prolly going to play more Adventure Elf and get to the friggin' level 6 :DD

I'm so excited to work RC on Monday. Like what Michy said, I think it'll be absolutely pleasant!

Love Story by Taylor Swift,
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Ialreadysaid,Idon'tknowwhatyou'regoingtodonext.MbIwaswrong,butIwassure.
3:05 PM

I'm speechless.

To kaboo: I think you're insane.

You just popped out of nowhere and made a really nasty comment. You didn't put your real name, didn't leave an url/ link and used weird words like 'gib'. What is it even supposed to mean? 'Give' right?

I wish you can stop doing whatever you're doing, period. Stop being so weird/ immature and resentful towards everything. I didn't know I have twit-ish people reading my blog, but I think you should stop doing that.

By the way, this is my blog. This is where I rant about everything that's going on in my life. If you don't like it, go away dude-.- We're not in primary school anymore. You may think this is fun, making mean comments and hiding behind your computer, but you're really just embarassing yourself. But oh wait, you didn't 'lib' your name! :)))

If you're going to continue, GREAT! :D GOD BLESS YOU! YAYE! :D

byebye~

(For those that don't understand whatever I'm saying here, go read my tagboard for the KABOO D R A M A!)
1:50 PM

I'm dissapointed.

But I've nothing over you. Maybe I'm over- sensitive, whatever. I believe the one won't have to be like that.

I want answers.
I need answers.
Where are the answers?

I'm holding on, crossing fingers.
3:17 PM

Have been thinking a lot lately, mmm
WHY WHY WHY :(

I'm really glad I'm in contact with Denise now. She's pretty cool and really enjoy talking to her. :D No awkwardness whatsoever, just simple and honest friendship :)

ZOMG, NP had no other orientation stuff, other than the few camps! It's like I have no idea what to do/ wear/ bring/ expect on the friggin' first day of school? I don't even know what time and where to report to-.- Tsk, dammit. I HOPE NP SEND SOME ORIENTATION PACKAGE SOONNNNNN!!!!!!!

Tomorrow going Mustafa with Mummy, hopefully I can get my stuff thereeee! :D

Run - Leona Lewis is really nice man.
2:19 PM

Yesterday was BINGING day-.-

We went for International Buffet and really ate a lot. I was still suffering from bloated- stomach syndrome during dinner-.- But still, it was awesome :D

Sis bought Kinder Joy and kept obsessing over it, HEH.


3:36 PM

Yesterday was crazy.

Had Mac's breakfast with Mummy and Sis. We walked around for only 5 minutes and Sis bought a jacket and 2 pairs of shoes?! I don't wanna go whatever mindchamps thingy, please-.-

Met Mich and had Cafe Cartel. We took a whole lot of bread and ate till our stomach almost burst man. The server kept ignoring us and we had to get everything for ourselves-.- I went crazy about how I would look with short hair, was friggin' funny. I really don't mind having short hair for a change. Maybe next year or something, when I'm really sick of my long and mop- like bush. HAH :D

Afterwards watched Race to Witch Mountain with Mummy and Sis. It was good! The alien guy is C U T E! :) Unfortunately, my contacts dropped out halfway through the movie and it was bad. I spend a long time trying to get it back into my friggin' eyeballs-.- whatever.

Then, went to meet them for The One. Cynthia looked so cute while performing! Had a crazy time there although the atmosphere wasn't really high enough. It would have been a lot better if BFFs were there, heh.

One of the contestants, Anita, was hot. She did really well and her outfit was the coolest!Stunning performed too, and it was fantastice. Duh, the duper white face, the gloves and sleek moves.

Cynthia is such a good friend okay. She walked me all the way to the busstop and even offered to wait for the bus with me. Nice woman, LOVE her! :DD

you're most welcome, and I hope things will turn out fine, seriously.




6:16 PM

So freaked out about the Internet connection problems on my labtop just now-.- Fortunately, all is well now, and I can proudly say I fixed the problem MYSELF! :)

Was at IT Fair with Mummy just now. Flooded with people everywhere. We can't even see the products properly and communicate with the salesman without shouting. Ohya, had a fantastic lunch at Lerk Thai! The Tom Yam soup there rocks, really. :D I stupidly went to order Iced Lemon Grass juice and it turned out tasting like some herbs, pretty horrible. The good thing is the manager allowed me to change my drink to Iced Plum juice, which was awesome!

Totally zonked out on the way home, because of the killer weather and lunch.

Timing is key.

Yay, will be going to Batam next Friday! I wanna trim my mop- like hair and hopefully, redo my curls! I wanna get a foot massage toooooooo :DDDD

Listening the 98.7 really helps,
3:11 PM

O M G! I'm blogging from my new labtop! Pretty cool huh :D

I was quite nervous on the way to NP. It's like school's gonna start soon and I don't know if I'm really ready for it. It's kinda scary, without BFFs around :( Have a lot on my mind now, gotta meet up and vent it all out. *sigh*

Still glad I finally got my labtop :)))))

I don't know what to do about you, seriously. You got me thinking and thinking and still thinking.
6:30 PM

I'm so darn BORED!

I look crazy in some pictures, HEH :D

I can't find my thumbdrive, so so so annoyed-.-

you're one in a million




2:59 PM

There's something terribly wrong with my blogger's time and date. Screwed up.

Piano was a close shave. Luckily, my Arpeggios are good. *phew*

Last night was hysterical, can't wait to tell Mich. But she's workin' her butt off today :X

Off to roasted ham and more scallops~
3:55 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WEILING! (Oh man, I know this is super late, SORRY! :X)

Mummy changed my phone back to the navigator one. *sigh*

All drama ended, finally. So glad,

Church was awesome! Talked and got some advice from the girls, played some build-o-structure game and won 2nd prize! The prizes were Kit Kats, haha. Laughed like crazy though. It just keeps getting better.

Really can't wait to get my new labtop! :D

The sky is like reddish- orangey, which is phenomenal.

Parents are out. Bro's in his room playing neopets, Sis's painting her duck toy. *grins*

Oh hey, I've been travelling this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
7:31 PM

Wah, I really dk man.
When you're not around, I'll miss you.
But Idk if it's just caus I'm damn bored or that I maybe really like you a bit.
I don't have this kind of feeling before and don't wanna rush things.
I want it to be mutual and not forced upon us.
Caus there're a lot of reasons for us feeling like that, and I know it's not really that. I want this to be nice and sweet and not caus it's a routine.

Don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know lahh
12:06 PM

FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN today!

Met Mich at PS and she keeps thinking she is dressed like ah lian. The funny thing is that her outfit was so cute luh. We had LONG JOHN SILVER (at the supposedly more peacful place but turned out to be darn warm-.- sorry!), but I forgotten to bring the oh-so-'holy' coupons-.- Haha, laughed like crazy over that. We still got Cajun Chicken and Double Deal 1. I love LJS to the core, especially with more crumbs. :D Talked for velly short while before heading to Park Mall for our mission.
JH don't know what he's in for, seriously. My BFF's such a wonderful girl and he react like that. Headache ah, headache :X

Mich's super cute, really. She was having some kind of scared-of-pain-and-unrealistic-mission syndrome okay. She was like "I can't believe it, I'm getting braces. But I'm damn scared of the pain. That's why my mum say I can't have babies." OMG, I cracked up when she said that. Silly silly girl luh, heh. Ever heard of, beauty is pain? :D I'm excited for her to get braces, serious! She'd look so cool with it!

Went to get presents for YH, YT and WL and Mich was super sick of D****. Searched for duper long for small cards but didn't get in the end-.- We're fussy people, so what? Hahahahhahahaha :D Mich was saying that it's so sweet for a guy to get his girl a Build-A-Bear bear and keep crushing on the thought of JH choosing cards.

Actually wanted to go Cathay for Starbucks, instead got FREE DRINKS! Yay, luckily we didn't walk away so fast. FREEEEE LEHHHHH, so went back to PS for it. The people working there were so cute and friendly. They looked so happy working lah. Good for them :D Had very extremely little time to talk and 'emo' about things because Mummy came to meet me.

Went John Little and bought white eyeliner and mascara and electric blue mascara! Coolness. Went to get groceries and went home. Being in the supermarket with Mich is damn funny. She touched almost everything okay, everything also must see and check it out. Funny woman, :D

And, I wanna stay with my BFFs when I grow up! We can have pretty pretty furnitures, colourful/ peaceful wall colours, share clothes/ shoes/ accesories/ make up/ bags! We can sleep together when we're scared or there's a thunderstorm. We can blast the music loudly and have parties in our apartment. We can talk and talk till the next day and no need to worry about curfew. We can cook and bake together! We'll laugh, cry, get confused/ frustrated, throw tantrums at each other. We can go work together and have our boyfriends over together! Oh man, there's so much fun things to do together! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH :DDDDDDDD

Bro's getting results tmr, nervous. Good luckkkkkkkkk :)

Off to TeeVee and TomatoFace HEH :)))))
6:04 PM

Took a power nap just now, coolness

Alright, supposed to accompany Mummy to the market but I just couldn't wake up. Keep sleeping and sleeping. Played piano for one hour, break record already! :D Went Novena for lunch, which was darn nice okay! Helped Mummy with groceries and came home to slack. Talked for a while and drew like crazy. Haha, I can be a professional artist man.

Sucks, can't work at RC next week at all. I wanna work man T.T Just gotta to wait for the next week. Meanwhile, I'm supposed to do my NP stuff and look through which labtop I want. This is exhausting I say, I know nuts about labtops or whatever! -.-

Mummy wants to sell my new phone, omgzxzxzxzxzxz -.-

summer love isn't meant to be
and it's only a fantasy
that's what everyone's telling me
stay, my baby

:D
7:47 PM


6:27 PM

I'm extremely happy today!

All's well at home again! Mummy gave me 3 pairs of earrings in the morning, coolness. I'm also allowed to work at Carlton again! :D And I got a new phone, that's awfully cool! I love it, except the camera part. Heh.

I'm so excited about tomorrow! Yay, meeting FAC Team and NCM in Zhonghua to talk/ gossip/ laugh/ catch up and play! Really can't wait, especially after Cyn say have something to tell me. :DDD Love my girls!

Don't know what to think and don't wanna think about it yet.
Just wanna enjoy myself everyday and have the time of my life with my girlfriends.
Since I already learnt that over-thinking is fatal and causes depression+ horrible mood swings-.-


I'm so addicted to Pokerface by Lady GAGA, omgzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz :DDD

baby come carry me away
5:33 PM

Church's been great and it's getting better. Informal Sharing was comfortable and funny.

I've been banned from working at Carlton. Terrible, don't wanna talk about it-.-

My parents keep forcing me to take up sewing class to pass time, like wth-.- I hate it when everything's not alright at home. It's really awkward and not nice at all.

I have around another 1 month's time before school officially starts. I really can't wait, but feeling nervous at the same time. Many things on my mind now,
1. I want to do well academically and get like scholarships.
2. I want to join the NRA Hip Hop Dance Club.
3. I want to join the Netball Club.
4. I'm going to join the Christian Fellowship, like Mummy and Aunt did.
5. I want to join the Photography Club.
6. I want to make many many new and fun friends.
7. I want to have like a really exciting and fruitful/ meaningful life in poly.

But there's also a lot of other things that I'm scared of/ afraid to face. :(

Life's tough man, hahahahahhahahahaha :D

Oh well, like what Michy always says, just gonna take one step at a time. Heh.

Iwannatalktalktalk,whereareyou?Heh.

end~
8:14 PM