Sunday, February 14, 2010
I hate this I hate this I fucking hate this. I feel like a complete bitch right now, you know. Seriously. I miss Ang Jian Dong so much and I don't know how the fuck to deal with it. I just feel like I'm kinda losing it. I can't dream about him anymore, I can't feel him anymore. I know this sounds kinda sick, but I just feel empty. I can't think about him, because everytime I think about him, I know he's not going to appear right in front of me. I have nothing to look forward to. FUCK THIS I HAVE FUCKING NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO.
Shit. Imma bitch.
9:38 PM