yeah, so I'm here.

After Geography Prelims, I just feel so weird. It's not the paper, I have no idea too. I don't feel like eating, talking, singing, or whatever. I just feel weird. It's not so much of the sad, bored, angry or whatever. It's just WEIRD.

I feel really bad. Yes, it is bad and weird. I have no idea bad about what, weird about what, but yeah. It's not stunning or hearthrob or tapeworm in my stomach. I just don't feel like doing or even, feeling anything. I freaking didn't even have the appetite for Starbucks. That's just wrong, okay. Maybe I'm just tired. Yes, it must be, tired.

Then, it came. Black Pepper Fish, with rice. For that mere one hour of dinner with my Mum and sister, I felt like eating something and talking.

After that, it was back to now. I think I just don't have energy to smile or laugh now. Tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a good day, I think. No, not I think, I KNOW. Tomorrow is the DAY. I know I will enjoy it very very very much. (:

I hate the feeling, though. It's just sick to feel like that. Someone give me energy to do something, at least.

yeah, -.- er, bye

If you're gone,
I'll move on,
But it will only would've taken 2 seconds to say,
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
7:51 PM

Well, I don't feel like doing anything now, so here I am-.-

Today is my sister's Social Studies Prelims. I was helping her revise last night and, realised she is studying whatever I'm studying, only a little less. And, she came home saying, "It was fairly easy, actually."
She's only Primary 6, period.


Tell me, what's Full History like?
gninnuts.

When the night fall on you,
you don't know what to do.
nothing you confess,
can make me love you less.

That's all, dudes.
3:36 PM

HELLO HOMIESSS!!!

Okay, so I'll not only be back after 'O' levels, whatever.

Anyway, today was really fun. After the HCL talk, I studied with Stella and Charmaine. Actually, we didn't really study, instead read Seventeen magazine and talked. Afterwards, Mich, Liyan, Yi Tong and I went opposite for so-called lunch. WTH, we talked about pi sai-.- Laughed, big time, shiokkk. :)

So, Mich and I walked to BH to PEEK at Stunning.
!!!
Stella and Charmaine came along, and we CRAWLED to interchange.
I tell you, Stunning and Hearthrob and gang are the coolest and cutest things ever! :)))

That's all.

:)
10:37 PM

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

So, the day before yesterday is Singapore's 43rd birthday. Hooray to all Singaporeans! I could feel the love for Singapore, just by watching the National Day Parade at home. Seriously, I'm proud of Singapore.:)

Anyway, there is only 70 more days to the big 'O's. That's crazy man.

So, I'm off to study, and will probably be back only after the 'O's.

Ciao.



5:38 PM

Okay, I just came back from Stella's house. This is the first time we really studied at someone's house. YES! I finished Higher Chinese homework! But, I still have English Situational Writing, E Maths Paper, A Maths Paper, 2 Physics Paper and history syllabus to complete. Today. Man, I have no idea how I'm going to do that. But, I'm still luckier than poor Stella, good luck with the 6 A Maths Paper, girl.

So, before that we were in school for Geography lesson. I was super late and rushing, along with Christine. We RAN to class. How cool is that? Geography lesson was super motivating. Seriously, the way Mrs. Wong plan lesson, time, make notes for us is very motivating. I so want to do well for Geography. A1 A1 A1, come to me!

After Geography, Mich and I went for KFC. It was super filling luh, gosh. We felt like pigs after eating. Anyway, Mich, thanks for making me laugh until cannot see my eyes. It's been years since I laughed so hard. And, I realised there are many positive effects of laughing really hard. You get laughing marks, which are really cute. You get abs, which are really cool. You use less muscle, which means you can laugh even more. Most importantly, you get really really happy, which is really really good. So laugh more, all earthings. Haha.

We left for Stella's house, but alighted way ahead of her busstop. So, we had to walk for 2 busstops-.- Liyan joined us later, and we studied, talked, sang and danced. I hope Zhonghua don't play the Graduation Song by Vitamin C during graduation day. It's so... uncryable. I want to see everyone cry, all my crazy funny weird shy quiet funky stupid goofy clever friends cry! Especially those that say they won't, like ncm and ll. And, I didn't miss my busstop this time, yay.

That's all.

Ciao, remember to laugh more!

To Red: I'm so sorry about the news. It must be hard on you and your sister. Whatever it is, I know you will stay strong and pull through this, yeah?

you used to call me your angel
say i was sent straight down from heaven
you would hold me close in you arms
i love the way you felt so strong
6:46 PM

Well, I want to thank all my friends, yeah? Really, from the most-of-the-bottom of my heart, I thank y'all for being there for me. I realised I whined, complained, cried, emo-ed (kind of) a lot, and y'all just put up with me. I must have been a pain. :))) Anyway, it's really the friends that you can call up at 4.00am that matter. So, here's a big THANK YOU!!!

I'm glad I'm over everything. Relieved, relieved, relieved.
Option 1 wasn't my choice, but I think its the best option anyway,

So, today was another super slacking day. Ms Tan. didn't come again, plus, Lian cancelled lesson as well. So, we had 4 free periods free! 2 of which was spent on talking, talking and more talking, and 1 FULL period was on badminton! People, remember, never play badminton with a half-naked shuttlecock. You're just playing nothing. You would probably spent 5/6 of the time picking up the freaking shuttlecock-.-

After school, NCM escaped to A's house. So, Mich and I became really stranded. We circled around, saying hello and bye to Yi Hang in then canteen for 10000 times, and finally decided to carry out the next step. That is: to have lunch. We struggled with where to eat and circled around somemore, then decided to go Bishan with SIAN, floor-sweeper, Wei Ling, Li Lian and Hui Yee. Man, after lunch I was super lethargic and fell asleep at some handphone shop, while watching Tom and Jerry and waiting for Yi Mei (sorry, I meant floor-sweeper:))

OMG. The next time I take a bus, and know that I'll fall asleep, I'll set alarm on my phone for sure. I slept like a big, fat pig on the bus and missed 3 stops-.-

So, came home and studied all the way till now. Surprisingly, I didn't go nap. If I did, I would probably zonked out all the way till Ghost Whisperer starts. Heh.

Okay, need to go eat prawn-like dish for dinner!

That's all.

Ciao!

sometimes goodbye though it hurts,
in your heart,
it's the only way for destiny








7:06 PM