I'm exhausted.

woke up at 6.30am to wait with Sis 105,
woke up again at 11.30am to meet Sis to go MOE Language centre,
went back home to put Sis's French books,
went back to Bishan to meet Sis for lunch and Popular,
forgotten to bring Pop card so went back home to get it,
went to TP Popular to buy things,
went to playground and slackkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Ah, how can anyone survive that?
And after so much travelling, I still forgotten to top up Sis and I's EZ, didn't buy bread and didn't take the laundry back. -.-

I'm damn exhausted now.

But, bathing helps, heh

Sis looked through the poly stuff/ courses/ things with me today, was pretty fun.
"Okay quick, choose your bikini, your fav one!" Stupid sister, lol

Felt like binging,
but didn't, so yay me
Managed to do something about my weird eating habits,
Went back eating truck loads of fruits,
Again, yay me

I really really like talking at night, when everyone's asleep and you're pouring every single thing out to your BFF. It's like "At night, when you going to sleep, that's the real you, you know?" quoted from dearest Michy. Thanks for listeninig and not judging but still telling me how you felt and all. I mean, it's extremely hard to find someone that bother to ask you what's wrong and standing by you when you feel like you're almost losing yourself. And, I'll remember not to talk on the phone from 11pm to 3am caus I'm cleaning my intestines, hahahahhahahah


bye anyhow
5:41 PM

Yay, I enjoyed today very much!

Woke up even earlier today to wake Bro up to book into camp. Later in the morning, Daddy brought Sis and I for Mac's for breakfast and went to church together. I went to meet NCM and Adrian to bring them to church and it was so fun okay. NCM's super crappy luh, and her notebook to take important notes during service was filled with a lot of drawings. Funny woman huh. I can't wait for 19 January and hopefully, (really crossing my fingers darn tightly) my parents allow me to go! After church, went for Flock at Botak Jones and enjoyed a super delicious meal. And, Michy's a non-swimmer, tooooooo baaaaddddd you're not cool like us swimmers.

I know it's been hard, but I believe it'll stay strong no matter what. We've been through too many things and never ever ran out of things to say and laugh so I know nothing will go wrong this time either. Just stay happy and one day we'll trash it out okay. :)

Photos!

I hope the holidays' treating everyone well too,

bye!

5:00 PM

Last night, Sis and I were so bored we started taking pictures. I didn't know taking pictures can be that hilarious (plus listening to 98.7)! And, Ghost Whisperer rocks my socks! :)

Right, shall start with waking up super early in the morning and went with Sis to run some errands for Mummy. I tell you, holidays make people have eating disorders, it's true. Sis and I are having lunch earlier and eariler each day. We freaking had our lunch at 12.05pm? It's creepy man. After lunch, Sis and I slacked around and watched Friends and Desperate Housewives together, while waiting for Bro to come home. I really love Desperate Housewives ahhhhhhhh, it's freaking funny and secretive like feeling, heh. Then, met Andrea at Starbucks and chatted, gossiped, laughed and talked for super long. Man, it's been so long I've this kind of chatting session and it feels good to slack! It's funny caus Andrea mentioned about this president's grandson guy and all the weird things he did, childish and immature boysssssss. Like, "The question is which one have I not been to?" and "I don't bring my camera wherever I go," You're such fake, dude. And Andrea's bf won a psp by lifting so-called weights, awesome. And Andrea's super funny, "Caus it's me and my mum's hobby to clean." So, Andrea and I decided to meet up more often for more of this kind of healthy chatting sessions, heh.

Photos time!



7:35 PM

Today feels as if it's saturday, lol

Yesterday, had christmas dinner with family at Xue Yu Chun and sent Bro to Pasir Ris to book into camp. Bro look so edgy without his bush-like hair and duper tanned complexion. He was in the new army uniform when we went for dinner, and this girl said super loudly, "Is that the new army uniform huh?" And Bro answered yes freaking loudly without looking at her, was hilarious man. Before that was giving out presets time and whole family opened presents together. Bro kept complaining about 'must paste photos on white paper' and 'print on photos paper ma' and Daddy kept screaming "Yay, I'm the bestest dad in the world!" (We gave a super big mug, haha) It was so funny and heart-warming at the same time, like giving and receiving presents from your loved ones.

In the morning was clearing-up-make-up-cupboard time, and Sis was preparing her art materials for RGS. Sis's artwork became so classy and nice suddenly and made her pencil box look so prettayeee. While I tidied my things, went through this holder which had all the neoprints I took. Gosh, I didn't know we're so lame and a teeny weeny bit twitish last time. I laughed so hard at some of our poses luh. Then, I went to dig up all the last time letters and photos and started reminiscing everything. Secondary school life's a bitch man, everything and anything can happen.

Yesterday was scary, I kept eating and eating. Like eating everything that I can think of, when I'm not even the least bit hungry. I really don't know what went wrong yesterday and I just couldn't stop. And it's not as if I enjoyed anything I ate yesterday, except Xue Yu Chun. I don't want it to happen again, and I also don't know the reason for it. I already stopped starving myself and eat regularly already what. Dammit,

Anyway, I came across this website that has online stories and I read half of one of them. The book is called I Believe You, and the plot is duper interesting. It's not like Twilight, with vampires and werewolves and everything supernatural, it's rather simple yet extremely interesting. I couldn't stop reading, I tell you. Unfortunately the website only has half of the story and I think I'm going to get the book. I need to find out where to buy it, other than the online store.

Tomorrow going to meet Andrea and hopefully catch Yesman and Bedtime Stories with BFF!

BYE!
1:30 PM

Alrighty, so I finally watched TWILIGHT! It's the awesome-mest, cool-est, romantic-est, best-est, beautiful-est and exciting-est movie everrrrrrrrrrr! Everyone says it's not as good as the book, I mean like duh-uh. In the book, Stephenie Meyer described every single thought and emotion Edward Cullen was thinking and feeling, and in the movie Edward Cullen just looks quite constipated and all, so sure thing the book is better. BUT the movie still rocks big time, especially when you can catch it with your BFFs and Sis! Awesomeeeee,

Okay here're some pictures to brighten up my blog and hopefully, make it more interesting.

Twilight Day,

5:06 PM

Wow, have been shopping a lot these few days, lovin' it!

Yesterday, went piano in the morning with Sis and I realised I've a whole lot to catch up on. But I'm super motivated to practice and be able to play like Mrs Ng, so that's thumbs up for me! After lunch, went to Taka but Audrey wasn't there, and Mich's darn lame. (Porcupine body scurb, eww) We watched She's the man in my house before going for BBQ and coincidentally met Cynthia ann Yi Tong on 153! (They totally stalked us can!) BBQ was great, like seriously caus I managed to get Sir Calvin's present! That's just totally awesomeeeeeeeee and ahhhhhh he's my idollllllllll. Great night for meeeeeeee, yay.
Throughout you were nice but I don't know if it was just to entertain yourself after that.

Today, accompanied Sis to dental to fix her metal thingy which took only 3 seconds? We dropped by RGS Popular and were served by this attitude problem woman, who has serious issues okay. She's like "Wo jiang le, art stationery zai zhe bian," and "It's the same, just the colour tsk." Go to hell woman, it's not our fault you're cooped up here and have to serve nice people like us-.- And we had to run like mad dogs for the bus, but it didn't stop for us in the end anyway. Aiya, the rest lazy to say but it was quite a pleasant day too, and I managed to get the money things right this time. Heh.
except somtimes I really detest it when you say no EQ, like whatever you also what.

gonna paint nails with Sis,
tomorrow's Twilight day, and Bro's coming back
the day after tomorrow's christmas,
meeting Andrea on sat,

"kay, catch up with you later!"
5:02 PM

Today's a wonderful day! Went church, then met Stella and Liyan and went for family outing! AWESOME,

Yay, Mum created a blogshop, so please support! (:

http://stowshopper.blogspot.com (click it, click it! heh,)

bye peeps!
9:48 PM

Haha, Bro's coming back in 4 days! Whoooooooohoooooooooo! I really can't wait man, but I hope he doesn't come back turning into a complete serious ass, talking army all the time.

Kay, so watched Bolt with Sis yesterday and Open Season just now, blue porcupines are so cute! And, I feel super accomplished today caus I managed to practice 2/3 of the piano piece and did the scales correctly! Also, managed to plan everything nicely and spaced out so life still goes on normally, not having to rush around all the time.

Sunday: Meet Stella and Liyan before going sao mu.
Monday: Meet Cyn, Yi Tong and Mich before going SJ BBQ.
Wednesday: Twilight day! (Finally!)
Thursay: Bro's coming home and hopefully, get a christmas tree ready.
Friday: Merry Christmas!
Saturday: Meet Andrea for Brunch to catch up and gossip gossip gossip!
Really lovin' days ahead and hopefully nothing will mess it up again.

Iwanttoaskforsomethingbutwhatwillshethink?Anw,it'snotthatimportantalready.
Idon'tgetyou,really.Doyousaythattoeveryonewho'sleavingorwhat?AreyoubeingreallyniceandsweetoramIagain,hypersensitiveandoverthinkingthings?
Boysaresohardtoget,

3:18 PM

Oh man, there're so many last minutes changes and everything. It's kinda frustrating,

Anw, I went with Sis to RGS today for her Secondary One Orientation Briefing and gosh, the life there's is friggin' stressful and demanding. Thankfully, we all know that God's going to be with and guide her throughout everything so that's good. Afterwards, we went to Bibi & Baba (what a name for a shop that sell uniforms, heh) to get her uniforms. The pinafores and shorts look so cute on Sis and she really liked it. Sis's going to be a Rafflesian, sounds AWESOME huh? Then, we had Macdonalds for lunch. Shitty lunch, there was no place to sit and we had to 'camp' at a little corner without a table. This is the second fast food lunch I had this week already. Man, gotta stop eating unhealthy and fattening food or else I'd be far from my goal, grrrrrrrrr.

So, I've no work today and on Monday, so friggin' last day was like Wednesday? Dammit, I didn't even get to enjoy my last break with Audrey and take pictures with Arvin, Audrey, Yu Wei, Fion and all. Sometimes I wonder what kind of person are you exactly? Like, sometimes you're really nice and thoughtful, and sometimes you just realy piss me off like mad. Although work screwed up, with mean and nasty people like g, I still manage to learn something from it. Gladly, I know what to do when you meet these kind of people in the future...IGNORE the hell outta them.

Kay, really gotta practice piano ALOT and again, CAN'T WAIT FOR TWILIGHT! I can't believe the whole world has watched it already and I haven't. Dammit,

peace out, girls (:
2:52 PM

Today's a awesome day! Jennifer let me off work at 6.30pm, which means I only worked for 4 1/2 hours today, AWESOME. That's why I'm here blogging away,

So, Sis got her new and pretty spectacles today, and she was really excited about it. Tomorrow, I'm going to bring her to school to get her oh-so-wonderful PSLE certificate and meet all her friends for the last time before Christmas.

I must blog about yesterday, so I'll backtrack a little now. Yesterday was shopping spree with Sis! In the morning, we went to run some errands for Mummy and settled for KFC Buddy meal for lunch. Sis was wearing this green funky sunglasses, and I was wearing mine, so we looked freaking cool together. Sis was like, "I'm sure no one wants to be called the deaf, it's hearing impaired or something better,". Afterwards, we went Takashimaya to shop for Christmas presents for family and friends. Everyone at work was like, "Huh, who're you?" Heh, especially Arvin, friggin' cute luh. Sis practically wanted everything she laid her eyes on luh, a red-window-bear pillow, a pin-filled artwork of animals etc. We even went into the changing room to 'eliminate' not-so-needy things. Later we went to Daiso to get some items needed to do our DIY presnts. We bought so many things and ate frozen yoghurt with rainbow cereals topping, AWESOME. And, we tried on dresses! (A top for me is like, a dress for Sis?) When we got home, (which was around 8pm? Coolness,) we started DIY-ing christmas presents and everything looked so perfect! It was such an awesome day, (:

I must also blog about Sunday with Michy! She came to meet me after church and after window shopping in Plaza Singapura, went to Bishan for Cafe Cartel. Can you believe it, we shared a plate of Fish and Chips and were so full already? Ahhhhhhh, took many photos and acted like some fat pigs, heh. Then, we went to Novena to 'do something fun' and ended up trying on dresses, which was friggin' hilarious. Michy doesn't know how to wear clothes for sure. Finally, settled down for frozen yoghurt with sunflowers seeds topping. (Weird combination, but surprisingly delicious!) Yeah, it was another nice day out,

Tomorrow's supposed to be Twilight day but NCM couldn't make it, so postponed it to next Wednesday. Man, really cannot wait, can die from waiting for this kind of thing man. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Still lovin' today, so gonna finish watching ANTM tonight and gonna meet Michy tomorrow for The Search for The Perfect Dress, heh. I really want to get one by Christmas!

excited about tomorrow,
excited about Friday,
excited about Monday (last day of work!)
excited about Tuesday (lunch with Andrea, Feng Rong, Char, Stella and more)
excited about Wednesday (Twilight day!)
Yeah, happy days ahead :D
7:39 PM

Ahhhhhhhhh, saturdays, what can I say?
Relax relax and more relax.

Well, I kind of miss my brother. It's like every night you expect him coming home, and you know it'll only be in 2 weeks' time before he's back. It sucks big time. I have to handle updating my Ipod on my own (which I've absolutely no idea how) and there's no this weird crappy guy that comes home and does hilarious-model-ish poses and makes lame jokes about the slightest thing. Sigh, he must be crawling in some muddy field now, I guess.
But, I managed to get over it by watching ANTM Cylce 11, heh. Gosh, love that show and I'm really inspired by the girls. I mean they're so strong and motivated by what they really want, and they're so brave to stand up for what they believe. I so so so want to be like them. And, it also reinforces the thing about beauty being subjective and you don't have to have big sparkly eyes, sharp noses, thick full lips and super long hair to be beautiful. I mean, just be yourself, don't fake it. You love yourself and people will start to love you too. So yeah, the show's a great inspiration.

I'm really happy I managed to fit in at work. Everyone was exceptionally friendly yesterday, and it felt great to be appreciated. Audrey really got me laughing when she talked about the nose of Bowl guy, it was really cool. Now, I don't dread work as much as I used to and if the working hours were lesser, I'd LOVE it.

Again, I can't wait for TWILIGHT and it better be good!
Gotta go over Nai Nai's place to get dinner so ciao everyone!
:)
6:15 PM

Today is RECHARGE day,
and I'm lovin' it.

Work is busy, tiring, boring, legs-breaking, scary, difficult (sometimes only), restricting,
BUT also,
fun, exciting, rewarding, hilarious, cool, eye-candy-ish and I'm so glad I managed to fit in easily.

Today, I slept for 4 freaking hours, drank so much Liang Cha and water and ate a whole lot of fruits. Man, I love it. However, everytime I think of Korean guy (which is apparently my TRUE LOVE), I want to rush right over to work! Ahhhhhh, last night was friggin' cool and hilarious! I want it again again again! Haha,

Grandma came back from Japan and heard that she went ski-ing, how cool is that seriously?! :D
Tomorrow, Bro is going army and I'm kinda upset. I will really miss him a lot, and it also means one less person to make me laugh my heart out. But, the man has gotta do what he has to do (does it even make sense?), heh. He'll be back in no time (actually 2 weeks) with no hair, buffy and tanned. Have fun with measles and one-dollar, weird and disgusting but hot Bro :D

tmr no work, sat no work, sun no work
yaye, only work 3 days this week,
think i'm the only one there who's so lazy
HEH
can't wait to TWILIGHT (:(:(:
7:36 PM

Today was another fantabulousssssssss day!

Man, church was GREAT! Afterwards, went to meet Michy for LJS, (Cajun chicken rocks, but Garden Salad was so not worth it-.-) and Stella came later on. Actually, we went into Cotton On to see some things, but ended up trying on a lot of clothes, heh. Then, we went searching for Wei Hao's (I think,) farewell gift and went for Ben and Jerry's to make the farewell card. It was really funny, the before and after, the Ming Hao and Wei Hao, and the super red lips. Hahaha!
When I came home, Godmother was her to visit Mummy. Well, I'm not extremely close to her whatsoever, but it was still nice to see her around. Then, played 21 points with Mummy and Sis, it was so fun and I earned 7 buckaroos. Yaye me!

Well, today was really awesome and I enjoyed it a lot. Unfortunately, I'm going to start work tomorrow so I'm going to be really busy and tired. I dread it, but I also anticipate it, I don't know! Haha,

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye :D
7:27 PM

Yaye, everything's well now,

I really enjoyed today, although nothing special/big/exciting happened. My aunts and cousins came over today to visit my mum, and they brought a lot of food. Luckily for me, I'm extremely disciplined, didn't binge like some fat pig. After playing Game of Life with cousins (they're so cute and chubby), went to watch House Bunny! Okay, apologies to NCM and Michy, I can't resist so yea, but we can so totally watch it together again! And, the season finale of Paris Hilton My New BFF is out, but I can't watch because I'm using Bro's labtop so have to wait till Monday-.-

And, I discovered the perfect remedy to dark gloomy dull baggy eye circles! That is, drum roll please, FRUITS! Really, I've been diligently stuffing myself with all the fruits I can find in my kitchen and my dark gloomy dull baggy eye circles really cleared quite a bit! Three cheers to me, (:

I was wondering why employers don't play their employees like weekly or something? I mean, duh-uh we work for the money and if you're only to pay us at the end of everything, then how on earth are we going to survive/buy things/spend/splurge while working? Seriously, these people have no brains. My mum says because employers don't want employees to run off, but we need the freaking money, why on earth would we escape? And, thanks to these no-brainers, we only have that teeny weeny little amount of money to spend while working, dammit.
Okay, I sound realy agitated here, but it's really normal what, heh

Tomorrow I'm going to meet Stella and Michy after church and we can finally chill out, talk, laugh, drink starbucks, shop (just a little) together! And, maybe if you guys are lucky, will be able to see Edward Cullen and Jacob! I really can't wait, yeaaaaaaaaa (:

Sometimes, I really wonder like what on earth are you doing at this moment and all, but everything seems so weird now. I don't know what, but like thinking of you now, is different from thinking of you previously. And I don't know which is better,

really need Island Creamery's ice-cream,
really need to diet even more,
really need monayeeeee
really need laughter
so bring it!
5:15 PM

Ireallyhateit,likenolifeeverysinglethingisworkworkworkandnothingelse.
Whatabouttodolist,islandcreamery,goingtothebeachtochill,
havingthetimeofourlifejustlaughingawayandactinglikeretards?Itfeelsasifeveryoneisgoneandbusy,evenafterthefuckingolevels.
wtf,ireallyhateit
Ijustwanttohavefunafterstudyinglikesomemaddogforolevels,
likereallylaughmyheartoutateverythingandanything,
andalligetisworkworkwork.
whatthefuck,
dontevenhavethetimetofindyourselfandslowdownlifelikewealwayswantedto,andreallychill maybeiambeinginsensitiveaboutpeoplearoundmeandmyall-fun-no-workattitudeisturningyouoff,thenfineluh
Ireallydontknowhowtomakethebestofthesituationwhenweareheadingdifferentdirections.
Nowwehardlyevenhavetimetotalkandlaughandhaveafuckingloooooonglunchtogether,
withouthavingtorushofftoworkwithoutfeelingshagged
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :(:(:(:( I'm upset.
8:27 PM

I'm back yeah!

Vacation was very very very fun, except for the fact that my mum fractured her leg. The tour guide was kind, fireworks was magnificent, Disneyland was exciting and sooooo fairytale-ish, hotels were pretty fine and shopping was great! Man, I really love going overseas, except except except that I screamed, like really shrieked, on the plane because of the stupid air pressure-.-
Well, I'm really glad we went on this vacation caus the whole family grew so much closer. Aww, so heartwarming huh (:

So, today went to meet Michy at Orchad for lunch. We talked like so much and didn't really had proper time for lunch? Then, we went for work and waited for Jennifer for so darn long, tsk. Haha, and Michy was really weird,
"Yesterday I was reading all these, but it only took 5 minutes. Haha." See, she's damn weird, don't even know what's her problem.

Yaye, so I'll only start work on 8th Dec, meaning I've four days to rest and relax, even more. I can't wait to see the christmas lightings after work with BFF! I want to have movie marathon, eyebrow shaping and makeover real soon, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Yah, and I don't know why but recently I've started to fall in love with fruits and vegetables. Like I don't even feel like eating rice, noodles, and everything starchy. Whatever, it's kind of good anyway (:

Kay going to watch Shi Shiong Di, Madagascar 2 and The Leap Years with Mum and Sis!

My life, for now, really rocks big time. So, I'm not going to think/talk/see anything about you or whatever. I think it's good, for now, yeah
Imnlyamalready, sorraye?
4:46 PM